Sunday, November 20, 2005

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Life has been really hectic but fun~ Haha.. hectically fun? And woah~ In a blink of an eye, we're moving over to expo!! 2 more weeks!! I'm certainly going to miss services in our B4 auditorium~ It contains so many memories! Like when it first started at jurong west, I went alone.. I was scared till i nearly cried! LOl~ but the ushers were very friendly and they got me a seat.. and *zoOm* 4 yrs have past! And here I am loving God even more each day.

Oh! And today is my beloved cai's bday! Happy Birthday once AGAIN.. lol~ I had fun ytd at the bbq aka Party By the Canal~ hahaha.. I'm sure HUPHOCK would very much love to join us as well.. LOL! Ah, don't talk about the sad stuff.. hhahaha.. Cai was the one who invited me to church and I think that's my best spiritual birthday present from her! HAHA.. Thanks girl.

I thank God for many really wonderful friends I made in church for I know they are the ones who'll stick around thru thick and thin. We know something the world doesn't, that is, the pure genuine love of God. I will always remember what Bro Edmund said: The world says "If I can see it, then I can believe it." But we say, "If I can believe it, then I can see it."

To digress a little, I meet so many different ppl everyday and one of the more disturbing category of people is those with emotional unstability... In another words, the unpredictable ones. I can honestly say, it's really tiring befriending these ppl.. They take you up and they take you down.. And I tell you, it's not fun. Guard your emotions. Of cos I'm learning to do that as well.. We all have our different set/s of problems.. and it's very important not to let circumstances get in our way. We are called to be problem-solvers and not to be a problem added to someone else's life.. I'm glad I'm standing on solid rock that will not waver in harsh conditions.. Yea~ come what may, there's a fighter inside of me! I'm always so excited about my future hahaha.. becos long ago I've decided to trust in God, the God of no limits. He has shown Himself so faithful to me time and time again, and man, I've grown so dependant on Him! Haha.. I will never forget those nights in my room when He was there as I cried feeling so weak and helpless. He appeared and comforted me like a friend and refreshed my soul.. His words bring life back into me.. And yes, just as He has promised, He will never forsake us nor leave us. =)

Be strong and of good courage, do not fear nor be afraid of them; for the LORD your God, He is the One who goes with you. He will not leave you nor forsake you.”
Deuteronomy 31:6

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Recently I subscribed to Dr Robb Thompson's daily success key.. (www.winninginlife.com) and he mentioned that life, it is not a race, but a journey to enjoy..
I've observed so many people... they are always rushing through life.. earning big bucks, scoring their As... But, I always wonder if they even know why they are doing those things.. Of cos it's good to be financially rich with a flawless cert. But at the end of the day, are those what they really want? Or... are they looking for something else..? Hmmmmmmm... ;)

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Oh hi. haha.. ya haven't been writing.. too many things accumulated till i don't feel like writing so much. haha.. anyway i think i'm going crazy lol.. I bought 7 cds in 1 week.. goodness lol~ not that I have too much money, only cos they were on crazy sale. Haha.. Bought a book too. Nice.

Apart from that, got reprimanded by my leader for spreading stuff i shouldn't and had to apologise to a few.. It's okie we all learn from mistakes. Teachability is the ingredient for growth.

Oh btw, thruout the yrs, one of the most impt thing i've learnt is the art of selecting which comments to receive into yr heart and which comments to bounce off. In other words, it is to guard my heart with the comments people make about me. I mean, people, they can say a thousand things about you, it's not very wise to accept everything... Thank God, I know where I stand in God and I know who I am in God's eyes. My life is so much breezier (if there's such a word) and lighter~ Come what may! My Papa is my shield!